Holy shit, I have to write something original. Maybe I should write some self-help stuff like everyone does these days? Haven’t fixed too many of my problems and I’m not really in the position
to be giving people advice on how to live a good life, as I’m still figuring it out myself x_x. Let’s see, what could I talk about? Social anxiety with streaming, how to motivate yourself to practice art, how to motivate yourself to go to the gym, how to figure out the best way for you to pursue your dreams. Hmm, I guess I could write a lot.
So, what’s been going on lately? Been pretty much spending the last month working on my discipline with art. I’ve pretty much given up playing video games by myself and pretty much exclusively only play them with friends or family, in order to make it a social thing and not just a solitary time waster. At first it was tough for me, but as I’ve been spending more and more time drawing, all I can think about is art. I pretty much wake up everyday and draw for 30 minutes to an hour, all sorts of random doodles and ideas my brain cooked up while I was sleeping. Something I discovered last month, was that streaming by myself was not fulfilling my soul, I felt empty. That’s why I came back to art full force in the new year, as art really gives me meaning. It really is just like the Good Doctor says. I figured out that the pursuit of art is my single player game and the whole streaming/web show deal will probably be my group business.
I am drawing for myself. I don’t really care what anyone thinks about my art. In a selfish way, I want to become a great artist just to impress myself. If I can make some amazing anime tiddiez that I think look good, my soul will be happy.
That’s enough book writing for now. Hopefully that gives you some insight into why narcissistic people make art. 😛
(Featured image is some fashion studies I did recently, clicky click.)
Art References
Julia Shuenkova – Russian cosplay lady, she does lots of superhero cosplay. Slavic women, man… Thicker cheekbones and more pronounced jawline, very beautiful!
Helen Stifler – Pretty American cosplayer. She does great with her eye makeup and her eyes are reallly pretty as well.
Amy Elizabeth Jackson – THICK blonde chick, jesus see for yourself. If only she had longer hair, she would look divine… :,(
Jailyne Ojeda Ochoa – Beautiful latina with a huge ass. I see girls like this and I think: God, her ass has to be fake, no way such a thing could exist!
Lexy Lu – Another super thick pin up model. She’s a little bit too thick for my tastes but she’s still really pretty. Good practice for those extra large body types.
Maria Palafox – Latina (I think?) fashionista. Lots of good fashion choices on her instagram and she also does vlogs on her youtube.
Hilde Osland – Norwegian model. Sometimes she looks really pretty! Other times she looks like a barbie doll and not in a good way. The reason you’re going to follow her: SHE HAS SOME GORGEOUS FUCKING HAIR. Holy shit, her hair color contrast is GODLY.
Corset World – Site that sells corsets. The models are whatever, I’m just here for corset designs. (I think this is another one of those borderline legit sites like Wish)
Chic Me – Another women’s fashion site. They have beautiful models and they have thick models, usually both! (another Wish clone? I saw some reviews of people saying shifty stuff)
Wendy Cheng – Reality show lady from Singapore, omg so purty. She does make up tutorials, vlogs, etc on her youtube. Also has a neat blog.
Let Me Show You A Mature Woman – Tumblr that focuses purely on da big tittayz. I needed refs for titty ladies for a while and my bro helped me out. If you also need refs for big titty ladies, go here yo. (I did notice some fake boobies here but for the most part, the guy posts natural boobs.)
Artists
Olivia De Berardinis – Master artist specializing in pin ups! This lady is soooo good at what she does, gaht dam! Hope I’m that good someday!
Jordan Peterson & Ben Shapiro
Oooh man, this talk is good. JP talking with Ben Shapiro about free will, responsibility of the individual and cultivation of property. Very good talk, only problem with it, is that it’s too damn short. 🙁
Naval Ravikant Interview
Check out this podcast of Naval Ravikant! I just started reading about Naval Ravikant (even though I’ve been following him on twitter for like 2 years). He’s a famous entrepreneur working in venture capital.
“Learn and absorb, but don’t emulate. Successful people are successful because they do what works best for them. It’s your job to figure out the best system that works for you. Don’t get stressed out about it.”
This has been my biggest fucking problem of the past year as I’ve been struggling to figure out which way of viewing life is the best. Naval re-framed it for me in a simple way. He also talks about good habits/systems he follows, and his personal philosophy.
https://www.farnamstreetblog.com/2017/02/naval-ravikant-reading-decision-making/
Wolf of Wallstreet Interview
Amazing interview with Jordan Belfort (the real life Wolf of Wallstreet). He talks about having a grand vision to get what you want out of life. Incredible wisdom from this man.
(I learned about this video from Mike at Danger & Play, check out his fantastic article about this.)
Music
Late Night Alumni – The This This – I used to listen to these guys many many years ago and recently rediscovered them. If you like chill house music with relaxing vocals, then you need to listen to these guys, they are great
MACROSS 82-99 – Tokyo City Nightlife (feat. Aritus) – Macross is a big time future funk artist. This is pne of his new songs that came out last month and it is incredible! If you haven’t heard his other work, check him out!
Android Apartment – Il mondo non e come lo vuoi tu – Android Apartment, another great future funk producer. This is a remix of an old italian song that he just pulls of so beautifully. ^_^
Nookie – Give A Little Love (94 Remix) – Here’s some ancient 90’s drums and bass (or jungle). I sometimes love to go back and listen to some old 90’s jungle or techno, here’s one I found recently. 🙂
Shin Megami Tensei IV OST – Members Only Club – This is from a another video game soundtrack, the same guy who made the persona music actually. Awesome chill music to listen to while drawing or relaxing. Love it. I’ll play it in my club someday. 😉
Animal Crossing OST – Entire Day Cycle 1 Hour Mix – This is a 1 hour mix of the original Animal Crossing music for gamecube. Most Excellent. This is super chill relaxing music. Again, perfect for drawing or doing any task requiring concentration. 😛
